About Me

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I am Miss gemini which have two characteristic, socialable,Choosy and always wants the best (clothes n dressing especially outlooks)Temperamental.....(sometimes)Funny and humorous. (haiya talk a lot of creep n a bit lame)Loves to joke.Good debating skills....(especially when arguing with my brothers)Talkative. Abiding, Able to show character.Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds.Loves to dress up.Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

My Current Working Environment

Its already being more than a week I didnt updated my blog. I arrive at BTL on 15 July and report on duty on 16 July. Its being such a such notice I given to my ex company after deducting my leave, my last day was on 11 July. It was a real new challenge in this hotel. I study hotel and tourism management and my past three yrs working experience were more to the oil palm plantation and legal.
First day report on duty, I saw many familiar face. They are all my colleagues during my training at Everly back to 2005. Gosh its being more than 4 yrs I didnt saw them. Despite on them, I get to knw my two colleagues in sales and marketing department. They are very helpful and patient in most of the time as I have many enquiries. Get to knw two cute ladies from account and admin department and a guy from advertising and promotion department.
I will check in the Royal Suite in my hotel on this Sat. Its gonna be a great experience for me to stay at this luxurious room.. Got jacuzzi inside. Going out for sales call and heard some comments and feedbacks on our hotels. Our hotel was a great spot to stay as the shopping mall was just a door step from the hotel. Many eating outlets and pubs surrouding the hotel. It was so convenient.
So far so good. I love my jobs...

Friday, July 17, 2009

My Life In Hotel Industry

Yesterday (16.07.2009) was my first day in NWS.... Gosh this hotel was superb and I like it very much... I am truly falling in LOVE in this hotel, from my colleagues to the working environment here...
This morning while in the meeting, we rcvd a report on the comment from one in house guest... the comments was written on one piece of small note... i was like laughing to hell when the housekeeping HOD read it out... lol.. here are the contents look like... the hotel should have cartoon programme for kids if not then will Haiya, no cartoon channel and the kid's guest will not happy... hahhaa...
My working place was situated in side the NW mart... there was plenty of bar and pub around here.... just a stone throw away... lol... I Miss Jenny N Kat anyway...

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

The Overjoyed Moment

Excitement, Happy, Over Thrilled etc... I am so happy.. I have found a new job and going to leave this god damn place.. Wish me good luck.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

My Working Life - Sarcastic Version

Gosh !! It was just unbelievable that I have being with this group for more than three years. Well, I have been working under one listed company for the past two years before transfer to Headquarter (current working venue). It was a challenging job and no physical fitness exercise was needed in this company because everyone gets enough exercise jumping to conclusions, flying off the handle, running down the boss, knifing friends in the back, dodging responsibility and pushing their luck (big thumb UP!!!). Bare with me, I’ve got to pick up my little brother from his tuition centre soon, so I'll write this as fast as I can…

Everyone look so eager to be promoted. They don’t give a damn to rules and regulations that set up (some are just smart enough to have their own rules of the games-like the company was their clan or dynasty). Be smart and tricky enough for not ever thrown out from the games or to remain on your current position. Boot-licking is a normal culture. Lick it and get promoted (not sure about this one - rumour said so) Believe it or just leave it.

Everyone seem love interfered other department’s business and just ignore their initial responsibilities. Get credit for the things that others done for it. Thanks to this company, I had save my purse for going to YOGA and AEROBIC. I have my enough exercise and get exhausted with it!!! Never realize that this is how the Working Life looks like.

Oh ya, I learnt some “brilliant” knowledges in this company. That’s becoming Amnesia when problem arise (to keep you ass safely from the trouble, always tend to forget what order/ decision that you have make initially). Cool right!! The most popular among terms among the staff was “我不知道” – I don’t know. The staff here are just too KIA SI and scared of getting into more tasks. So do not expect to learn things here by tutoring, go and figure out your problems independently.

Ok guys lets heading to the GOLD award of this company. Its have the BEST Big Bullshitter in every departments.

My Great ACHIEVEMENTS in this Company

If there is really a "rush job," run in and interrupt me every 10 minutes to inquire how it's going. That greatly aids my efficiency.

Work never being given in the morning. Always wait until 5:00 and then bring it to me. The challenge of a deadline is always refreshing.

When assigned more than one job to do, don't tell me which is the priority. Let me guess (I am just good in guessing – can I put that in my CV).

If a job that I do please someone, keep it a secret. Leaks like that could get me a promotion.

I am missing the old days department with my ex-bos. No doubt he is quite bossy but this is because he have better ideas and solutions. Agree right.

A Message from Big Sister to Brother - Duan Wu Jie Kuai Ler

My Brother with My Cousin & Nephew -_-'''
Hai My Nerd Brother Steve,

Duan Wu Jie is around the corner (this Thursday (28.05.2009) - 5th day of the 5th lunar month in the Chinese calendar). Happy dumpling Festival. Initially thinking of courier dumplings over to you but cancelled it because I am so sure that dumplings get rotten before even reach INDIA. Hahaha

I love being Chinese because we’ve got a tonne of festivals where we get to celebrate with foods, snacks and other scrumptious delicacies. Of course not to forget the alcoholic beverages (a must for me) while gathering around with my family chit chatting the past (we miss u here all the way from Sibu).

Any way, the zhang or chinese dumpling festival is back again. I love zhang! I love it in its entire embodiment. From Red bean dumplings (my favourite) to bak zhang (meat dumpling), I’m mad over these glutinous rice dumplings (made my stomach growling). Steve will so mad because he cannot eat the dumplings this year (I am wondering whether any of your classmates know how to make Rice Dumplings)… hehehe
Mom and I was not a Bak Zhang expert maker and she usually bought from her friends.No worry for that, because even we can’t wrap a zhang properly, every street corner in Sibu seem to sell the Zhangs at this time. I look forward to this festival with relish tummy (yum yum yum). Imagined a delicious zhang is full of glutinuous rice containing fatty pork meat, chinese mushrooms, salted duck yolk, chestnut, dried oyster and dried prawn hae bee) inside your mouth.

No need for me to summarize the history of this festival ho. You can go and search in internet (actually I am just very lazy to elaborate at here).

While most zhang are triangular in shape, my Grandma used to make pillow shaped zhang, a larger zhang which could feed more than 2 persons happily. Sadly she does not make them anymore because she is Nyanyuk already!(no worry she is fine and dandy). Too bad did not learnt some skills from her. Well, maybe will take a class or leant from some expert so that one day I can make one for you to eat…

DUAN WU JIE KUAI LER…..greeting all the way from SIBU. Gotta to go, Mom coming back with the Bak Zhang.


Pretty Sister Annie Pau…. Muak X-)

Monday, May 25, 2009

Amy's Birthday (23.05.2009)

Brother Steve,
This Blog dedicated specially to u. This is briefly what we do that night.
Smile lar Amy~~
Forcing Underage Bro to Drink

Gosh look at her face.. She went "off" that night


Showgirl for Beers

Happy Birthday Amy

The Siblings

Annie & Amy

Amy celebrated her 23rd birthday on 23.05.2009. We having our dinner at Shuang Xi Lou before heading to Ming Yang for Karaoke session. My Brother Steve really good at chossing time calling back all the way from INDIA and wish Amy Happy Birthday (How Sweet~~ we all missing you at Sibu here). Life was dull without your that Nerd Looking Face and sissy Action that giggle our laugh everytime.

Ok back to her Birthday. Too much foods (fat, calories, glucose) & alcoholic drinks. My initial plan to go on diets gonna spoiled this time :-(. Who cares, life was just too short to worry about that... Our Brother Stan was so GENG to fall asleep despite of the loud shouting and screaming. Salute to u Stan.

Anyway money spend with worth cos we really enjoy ourselves throughout the night. Very lazy to illustrate and telling more on what we did that night. Like usual, I drunk again (Shy~~).

Friday, May 22, 2009



Tomorrow is our reading meeting again!!! Reading meeting (NO JOKE!!!) during working hours. Why they want to burden us with this silly and idiot insipid reading meeting session.

Honestly I did not even learnt and gain anything from it!!! Yeah right … lecturing us on how to become a MORAL employee with all those crap stories and articles on how to be a good leader, how to think positively etc. bla bla bla …. Look who is talking 1st..Lecturing and teaching us how to be morally educated but yet they are the ones who are not morally educated.

This dull meeting commenced as early as January??? I didn’t bother to remember the date. It seem like you can voice out your opinions in the meeting but be careful on what you trying to convey because you may offend someone, in the end you may end up in deep shit. What is the point of this meeting??? Wasting of our energy snd time.

The best part is what??? Majority of the articles were all CHINESE!!! WTF man…No doubt this language is important, but majority of the correspondences, letters, minutes both formal and informal nowadays are all in ENGLISH!!

I was so suffocating inside here especially listening to that MORON talking about all the craps. UTTER BULLSHIT!!! We are just too powerless to cry out for help. We are force to attend it (NO RIGHT TO REJECT).


Thursday, May 21, 2009

Movie Day - 20.05.2009

Yesterday was MOVIE DAY. So excited!! A few minutes to go to clock off. My friend gonna fetch me in his brand new VIOS (he just took the car on the same day). The show starts at 7PM but no worries cos I bought the tickets already (4 tickets) during lunch hour.

The time showed that it’s already 6.30pm yet my friend hasn’t arrived at my home. I called him up to check where he is right now. Yeah … he is on his way to take bath and assured that we can make it in time for the movie. Wah lao eh… OK fine then I just waits and he arrived at my house around 6.45pm. It’s almost 7pm, J calls me up to check on me and I tell that I was on my way cos he fetches me belatedly.

Phew~ we make it in time. Advertisement and other movie trailer were on the cinema screen when we seated ourselves. J said I was quiet throughout the movie ended. Xmen Origin: Wolverine was so nice until I keep my mouth shut and sit still without disturbing my friends, vice verse if the movie is SUCK, then my friend were really pity. I will keep pitching, nagging and whatsoever to distract them to watch the movie. I am such an evil witch.

I LOVE GAMBIT …. He is just way really cute. I like wolverine's violent and ROMANTIC past. Did i said that he is partially nude in one of the scene. Pweii... Looking forward for 2nd part to be on view.
If i was a mutant, I want to become Kayla who has power of persuasion. It was just way awesome if I am in Sales & Marketing career... hohoho

Wednesday, May 20, 2009


The story is long but please do finish it. I cry when i read it. Do treasure your girls.






稍微會扶著東西走路。淑靜除了逗弄小孩之外,還掃地,洗衣;中午她把飯煮好 叫大家來吃。






「我的?妳想騙誰,男的找到這裡來了。走,去把她拿掉。走。」 拉起淑靜往外走




































∼我遇到那個叫博正的男孩,我! 好喜歡他…………











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愛她 疼她 多照顧她



Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Work Disease

Be Careful: Do Not Just Complaining Around and Put Blame on Others.

Majority of the workers complaining on their works, their bosses and even the customers. Have their ever think back on what actually contribute to these all negative thinking and attitude. They should responsible for it and not just complaining around and put all the blames on others. They just didnt realise it was they own who create these entire problems all these while. They just cannot confront their weakness and tend to put the blame to others and start complaining like nobody business!!!!

If any error or problems arise in the problematic working area, these workers start nagging around and spread on how unfair they being treated and the boss put all the blame on them. Start telling other colleagues on how cruel and meant are the boss.

"I didn't say it was your fault. I said I was going to blame it on you." – is this the one that the superior will say? Well… it is true indeed. However try to think in different angle. Way more perspective minded. So what they put the blame on us, we are taking salary from them. Fair enough huh…. I am unbiased ok!!! No offence.

Never judge others from your own perspective. You might be right or even wrong in many times. Take advice from others and do not grunted over the conversation. Show some respect because they really do care about you. Do not stubborn and always open and appreciated their advice/ opinions.
Management Lessons:
  1. Not everyone who drops shit on you is your enemy.
  2. Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
  3. And when you're in deep shit, keep your mouth shut!

Thank U Mr. Gappy

~Care like Caring Bear~

He approached me today and give me lots of advice.


  1. Don't let a little dispute to injure a great relationship.
  2. Deal only with the current situation, don't bring up the past.
  3. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
  4. Do not stubborn and give changes to others to defence for themselves.
  5. Never judge others according to your personal evaluation.
I really need to re-evaluate on what I am doing for the past few weeks.

Appreciated it and created some kind of force that drive me to go on.

Thank you.

This is Just Hillarious~

annie向朱朱 <------ my friend’s masterpiece. Received an email from her.

What she really want to convey is Annie 像猪猪!-_-"" speechless..

I was like laughing to hell.

She is still picking up on her Mandarin....Good Luck my gal. Gambateh.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Life of Up And Down

I miss Him~~

I don’t want my life was just about work only. Work work and work make my life so dull and meaningless.

Argh~~ Drag me out from this world of insanity. I want my life full of excitement and showered with lots of sweet and uncountable friends.

Life was too short to worry about little things.

Anyway I am planning to party till dawn next week. Vroommm…. Get ready guys.

What a Fatigue Day

My idiot sister call me and wake me up as early as 7.30am on Sunday. Her fiance book a badminton court at Sibu Recreational Club from 10am - 12pm. She asking whether I want to join or not. I was hesitated for a while and said ok. I am telling her that I will bring along our little brother as well. Wake my little brother and ask whether he want to join or not (of course scolded by him cos wake him up so early).
Well, last night we slept at 3am cos both of us too busy to upgrade for our (San Guo) - PS2. Initially, he don't want to go and went back to sleep again. Just I was happen to go out already, he wake up and said he want to follow me. He reminding me that he has Belt upgrading examination today. I was totally forgot about that. I had promised him to accompany him during the examination. So i went up stairs again to pack my clothes and my essential needs (make up kits) hehehe. I am not coming back and will take bath at my sister's house.
Reached my sister's home, I am scolding her for wake me up so early. She was laughing there like nothing happen. Ok, while waiting for her fiancée to come back, we had our light breakfast at her house. 9.35am we heading to SRC. I drive (cos majority vote want me to drive). It's being quite a long time I didn’t play badminton already, just half an hour game, I was exhausted. I go and jog surrounding the court. Going back for bath and had out lunch before heading to the centre for my brother's exam. Wow, it is really crowded and packed, I was suffocated inside here. hehehe... I screen around and see lot of macho guys... Pweii... release my tension a bit. My brother asked me to go back if I want to and he is ok with that. I dont want to go back of course hehehe. Wait wait and wait ... 3.30pm, he finished the exam and i drove him to Impresif for his English tuition which will start at 4pm.
He is tired after the tuition, and then my sister called around 8pm and invited us to Pan Box karaoke. She is really boosted with lots of energy. My brother and I go and get change and meet her up there. The surrounding and the songs are nice. We sing till 11pm. Oh ya, in the middle, my brother fall asleep despite on our shouting and broken sound, he still can sleep soundly. Not going for supper, on diet...
ZZzzzzzzz... So tired.
Shhh~~ Do not disturb. Sweet dream with my bunny.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Some Tips on Behaving in Office

I received the below presentation from my ex-boss. I think it is work.
The presentations was hilarious yet true set of pictures on how to behave in office to appear to be a very good employee!

She Was Just Too Adorable

It's raining heavily yesterday... It's almost 5pm, I am so excited to go off already but the rain seem to pour like cat and dog. My handset rang. My mom calling. Halor, having nice bath in the middle of the rain? She asked sarcastically.. I was laughing.. hahaha, ya i forgot to bring my umbrella again, so she call out to lecture me. She asked where am I now? I am still in the office and telling her that I will borrow the umbrella from my friend.
Initially she want to deliver an umbrella to my office. I stopped her. My mom was really cared about me so much. Even though it is quite annoying to hear she nagging at most of the time. hehehe. But meant while, she is really a superb mom. I am such a pampered girl.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Piece of Me - Britney Spears

I was fancy to this song recently. Big thumb up for Britney Spears.
PIECE OF ME ~~Britney Spears

I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don’t matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They still gon' put pictures of my derrière in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me...

I’m Miss bad media karma
Another day another drama
Guess I can’t see the harm
In working and being a mama
And with a kid on my arm
I’m still an exceptional earner
And you want a piece of me

I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Mrs. ‘You want a piece of me?’
Tryin’ and pissin’ me off
Well get in line with the paparazzi
Who’s flippin’ me off
Hopin’ I’ll resort to some havoc
End up settlin’ in court
Now are you sure you want a piece of me?
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Mrs. ‘Most likely to get on the TV for slippin' on the streets’
When getting the groceries, now for real..
Are you kidding me?
No wonder there's panic in the industry
I mean please, do you want a piece of me?

I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don’t matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They still gon' put pictures of my derrière in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece, piece of me...

You want a piece of me?

I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin

You want a piece of me
Piece of me, me, me...
You want a piece of me

I Me Myself - Missy Gemini

I miss U JK


Annual Dinner~~ With my sweet and macho colleagues~

Peace Pls~~

I will not take any crap from anyone.

I like to tell people what ! they should do (like Queen Bee) - not applicable in my life and get offended easily.

I tend to great at losing things and are forgetful.

My friends said that I can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey.

VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing . Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile (you should see i smile).

My Conversation With Her

All right, today she was calling me to her office. Yeah before I even warm up my butt on the seat, she told me that she know that I feel frustrated for the past few weeks. I was like huh~~ are you blind or totally a moron?? Of course lar, until today only you talk to me by giving an excuse that she is busy. Ok fine, I take it.

Let’s move to our conversation. Next time I will bring my recorder inside as a proof to what I type at here. She told me that the fellow called her did not even give a chance to her to stand on her point that I don’t want to take that tasks. Ok, I am listening and interrupted in the middle of the conversation that I am full of anger because they did not even bother to discuss with me on the matter before assigned it to me. They did not care about my feelings and what is my view. She then said that she understand my frustration on the way how they handle the matters.

They just “throw” the tasks to me like it is my responsibility. Come on, I am not that department personnel. Then I am telling her that in a few occasion they had done the same things. I am telling her I am just too nice and soft to them at the first place. I am not sure whether she still remembers on what she ever tells me. Initially it was her idea to ask me to help that bunches of moron. Ever since then, I am reluctantly to reject the moron because that was an order from her. I am telling her that I am not going to do any tasks from that department anymore. We should make clear what is our department's job and not clearing the shit from other department.

In a few occasion, these morons even ask me to help them to do photostating. I was like demoted to become administrative assistant or clerk. I still remember during our company annual dinner, they throw the invitation part to me. In fact I am just a new person in HQ, what the hell do I know about the overseas staffs and all the VIPS. The best part is what, they only show in the last minute to help me up.

Even for the manpower, I need to look for my friends’ help from other subsidiary company. As for my own HQ, only one fellow (my colleagues) who willing to help me, others all from subsidiary company.

After the whole night standing, I don’t even have a proper time to have the dishes. My legs was so hurt because of too much standing (I am wearing a high heels). Yet there is not a single thank you from the OC. I was really shock. I am sitting just right behind MC. The OC treated me like invisible glass, she just thanks the MC and din’t bother to look or thanks me even once.

Really sad at that time, after all the pain you get on legs this is how they treated you back. All right she did thanks me at the end (thanks to my friend effort). My friends and I are going to washroom and we saw her in the washroom as well. My friend purposely said it loudly by asking me do not ever do this kind of stuffs in future. No one will appreciated on what you did. People just take you as granted. That woman, I think she feel embarrassing when coming out from the washroom and thanks me in the washrooms. What a funny and meant woman.

From that moment, I swear I will never done that idiot task anymore in my life.

Oh ya, back to my conversation with her, I did mentioned to her that I am angry with her because she did not stand and protect me in the first place. Initially I already telling her that I don’t want to do these tasks yet she did not help me to convey the message to that MORON.

Ok fine, I accept her excuses that she cannot make any decision on my behalf (even though I already granted the permission initially). Maybe she don’t understand what I meant. After I expressed all my frustration and anger towards that moron, she told me next time she will handle the matters better and I will not get offence at the same time (yeah right, cross my fingers). Pray hard for that day to come.

She did ask me and my other colleagues (rather consider her as friend) to go for meal or something. I am rejecting her by telling her that after working hours is my personal hours and I don’t feel like going out and ask her to proceed with others, I just don’t want to mix up with her again after working hours. Very tired.

I really need to draw a crystal clear boundary with her.

We are just superior and subordinate nothing more than that.

Sad right, I ever treat her as a good listener and trust her.

I am feeling better already today. Going out for lunch with my friend just now. My heart go like sha la la la…….

Greeting from Corporate World

My corporate life is sucks… Am I here to grow with the Company or just for the Paycheck? So to answer your question, I am here for the paycheck. Our economy is such that money is required to live, and the easiest (legal) way to get money is to work, so that is why I am here.
But I’ll never tell my manager that! I love this company!

In most cases, corporate loyalty gets you nothing. People live and breathe for their company, and then as soon as the company is done with them they are swept aside. This “company loyalty” mindset has even trickled down into “corporate etiquette.” You know the “two weeks’ notice” that you’re supposed to give before you leave your job? How many companies actually give their employees two weeks’ notice before they are fired?
“Hey, Bob, just so you know, we’re going to fire you in two weeks. Thanks for all your help over the years!”

Every thing need to go accordingly to the Company Policy…Please lar rules, regulations, policies and whatever black and white is set by human, you can be more flexible in most of the time. But most of the time, the MORONS will said Sorry, we just follow the company policies … Even late or off from the office for 1 minute earlier, your phone rang to hell… Hello, please do not be late for next time, otherwise a warning letter will issued to you… If you stay late at the office… Sorry no compliment from them, you may even blame for wasting the company utilities… Attending for a meeting (being force by most of the time)… sitting inside pretend like a nerd and caught nothing of what are they trying to present. No freedom to speak out (better not because you may offence someone (manager level and above). Better keep quiet and do not rouse around…. Sit there like a dumb fellow…

Never tried to look clever, this will get you into a real trouble. The MORONS will just suddenly become an expert in “TAI CHI”. The Morons will push over every single of tasks to you. In the future, all the tasks will just assigned to you. So better pretend like an IDIOT in front of this MORONS to get you off from the uncountable miserable. Like what Hokkien said “KIAN DO HO MAI KEK KIAN”. Trust me…

I may be a EVIL BITCH, but you are MORONS. These MORONS will think that they born you like they know everything about you. In the most of the time, they will started to think on your behalf and make an outcome that you may like to do certain things that you just don’t even want to. Without your consent or your permission, they just go ahead and assigned the tasks to you. In this case, when you tried to reject or fight back, they will started their long wise talk to compliment you so that you will accept the tasks. In the end of the day, if they failed, they will said that you are just calculative. Don’t care whatever he said, at least I free myself from these miserable burdens.

Miserable Moments in Corporate Life

Last week I went out with my friends…. Expressed my frustration over them on my work. We chat and chat and didn’t realize that the time pass swiftly… It’s 2am already in the morning. Anyway thanks to you guys for being there to hear all my frustration and complaints…The result is ??? I hardly opened up my eyes the next day.. taken leave and has good rest at home… at least no need to see the fellow that I don’t wan to c back to the office… back to my sleep in my sweet and cozy room… *Dreaming* Suddenly I heard my phone rang… my dream smash and look over for my phone… who the hell calling at this time….Hello!!! now I knw who calling me already!!! shIT man.. Give me a break!! I am on leave ok… please do not torture me with office stuffs… at that moment I really feel like smashing my phone on the wall..Arrgh~~~

This is our conversation:

Me: Hello (Shit man is her ~~ sleepy)
Her: Annie, this is me .. Mr. ABC call to her office this morning…
Me. Oh, then (i am fully awake at that time already)
Her: Bla bla bla (well as usual in her low n polite tone to express to me what Mr. ABC wan me to do).
Me: Ok (My heart -fuck you bitch from the beginning I already told I don’t want to do that idiot task that assigned from him… just because u wan to look better in front of other department… doesn’t meant that I need to follow ur fucking ass along to impress others… I am really tired… have u ever care about my feeling) Sob Sob Sob.. I trusted you from the beginning… this is the way u treat me back!!!
Her: hope u think over it … it will good for your future prospect…
Me: oh let me think about it (fuck u bitch)
Hang up the phone… sat on my bed desperately… crying like nobody business.. after calm down myself I call up my friends (K & J) , telling them what she had done.

From the moment she told me all the crap, my bright and warm feeling towards this bitch dead straight away.

It feel suck … People just take granted on you. It was really sad to know that the fellow was only taking granted on you after so much things you had done to her. The feeling was sucks.. How can she do that… From now on no more Mrs. Nice from me… I wanna be a meant girl… No use to be good if this is the way she paid back to u. I am really want to go off from this cruel working environment. If not because of the family commitment, I already move away from this career path.

After doing so much things, NO APPRECIATION!!!, additionally people said you are calculative when you reject to do something that you are not willing to do… What happen to these freaks actually!!!! I really cannot predict what are they next move…They just didn’t even bother to care at least for my feelings. Have they think twice before even spit up these f*cking words to me. Have their ever thought that I have done so much things for the past!!! All end up like piece of shit and mess (NO Appreciation), at the end of the day, I just full of anger and frustration.. After so much thing I had done, at last I gain my courage to reject that idiot fellow, guess what he said??? He said don’t be calculative (Zuo ren bu yao tai jian jian ji jiao)…WTF I feel like wanna smack ashtray on his face that time… Indirectly he keep on forcing me to do the task that he assigned to me…I am really aggressive this time and continually reject him and keep on telling him what I had done for the past.

Until to day, she acts like nothing happen… No sorry from her, no talk from her… whatsoever la… I totally piss off with her… nowadays I will avoid from her in every single things apart from the work stuffs… I show my anger face towards her everyday (until today of course). Oh ya, she is also a control freak…. She like to control everything what you do… (example: we book a room for Karaoke, she even taught me how to sing well.. WTF man I am spending my money for fun… and can anyone out there can tell me why should I sing like PRO in KTV!!!! Said my song not nice lar.. MACIBELI cibe Noob!!) I being too obedient and nice for the past until recently, I show my frustration towards her if she said anything… no doubt she is kind and generous but in many way she just way very selfish and confident… guess what she ever said to me… she said she can look through me… WTF.. u r not my mom ok… I am not coming to this world from ur pussy ok… so wake up… do not plan every thing according to ur ways and style… maybe its look perfect to u but not the people surround you…


If one day I leave this company… I will telling the world that I am quitting my manager not the COMPANY…. Wow.. phew too much of complaining here… not good for my karma… hahahah… who cares… this is wat blog for… I Love U the BLOG Creator….